My Children...With each passing day my body is not the same again
When i will get along in years...
I hope u can understand me and show your gratitude towards me
Oneday... When i broke plates or spill soup out on the table due to my physical or mental weakness
I hope you will not scold me...
As older makes a person emotional and highly sensitive
... always feel be at fault if your speak loudy
When i get hearing impaired
Over and Over again you will have to reapeat what you say,
becouse I will not be able to hear clearly on what you say...
I hope you will not call me "deaf" at the moment
Please replay what you say or
Please write what you want to say & maintain your patience throughout
So sorry my child...
I will get along to becoming old
When my knees goes to down off balance
I hope u will have meekness to help me stand up
Like how i always help you at the young, teach you how to walk
I hope, don't feel irritating becouse of me
When i keep replay what i say, sound like broken cassette
I hope you will keep listening me
Please don't gibing me or feel irritating listening me
Do you remember when you was young? and you did want a ballon?
You kept on saying what you needed over and over again
Till you get what did you want
... Really sorry for my smell
Smell like a people on the lift
Please, I beg don't force me to take a bath
Thus I will be further weakned...
Older get sick by easily due to changes in weather
I hope i don't look dirty to you...
Do you remember when you was young?
I always chased you...
Becouse you didnt want to take a bath
I hope you can understand me when I beggining to be faultfinder
it happens when you grow old...
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And if you have freetime, I hope we can talk together
Even just for few minutes
I always feel alone all of the day
And don't have anyone else to accompany me
I know you always busy with your work
In fact if you are not interented with my story
Please give me free time to with you
Do you remember when you was young?
I always keep listening everything what you said
About your toys, your school,,, everything
Till when come upon the time
I just can be bedridden... by squeamishly.. more and more...
I hope you have meekness to care me
Really sorry so much
If i deliberately pour water or make other troubles many time
I hope you have meekness to care me
Some times in the end of my life
Maybe i cant go along the way in this world
When that time has come
I hope you will hold my hand
And give me a power to preparing to death
And please don't worry...
When i meet the Almighty Creator...
By unvoiced, i will tell Him
to always shower His blessing on you everytime and everywhere you are
becouse you love me
love your mum so much
Thank you so much for your Kindness...
Oh mychildren
by God's Grace I love you all so much..
your lovely Mum
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bahkan bau khas tubuh dan udara kamarnya membekas begitu lama......
hingga akhirnya beliau meninggal tepat 3 bulan setelah pernikahanku,aku pula yang menggendongnya, memandikan, mengeramasi, bahkan menangisinya...
padahal, jujur.. ketika beliau masih terbaring sakit, seringkali di benakku merasa capek, lelah dengan semua kerepotan itu...
orang jawa bilang "tega larane, ra tega patine"....
tapi ternyata aku tetap menangis ketika beliau wafat.
Hingga kini, tiap kali aku pulang ke rumah Nganjuk, masih selalu terasa bahwa beliau memanggilku, meminta air,dsb...
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Very good article … In this world new generations don’t know importance of family life... They are always thinking their parents didn’t do anything for them. They want freedom from parents... they don’t have time for spend with their parents. They don’t like to care older parents…when they read this article; it can help them for understand the importance of mother in their life.....
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